Don’t say a word

I need a place to jolt down what I’m feeling. I can’t go on by myself anymore.

after anna I told myself that I’m never ever getting into such bullshit again. I need to protect myself. But time and time again I never fail to disappoint myself. I’m a wreck.

how is it that you’re able to act like what’s happening between us doesn’t affect you at all? Because I’m drowning in all these emotions. I can’t accept that you’re fine by this. I’m trying my best, but my best isn’t enough. Am I supposed to just give up on us?

I hardly ever fall for anyone but when I do I fall deeply. All I need is your slightest bit of affection in return to keep me going. I’m not going to put myself in vulnerable situations anymore.

I tried convincing myself that what we have isn’t real, to make things easier. look where that got me.

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"Don’t do something permanently stupid just because you’re temporarily upset."

(by Matt Lief Anderson)

"lets be friends"

and i swore to myself previously that I’ll never feel this way again, but here I am, 3 a.m and heart wrenched

I once told myself I never want to feel so broken anymore and yet here I am now, 3 a.m and allowing my feelings to take over me

allmymetaphors:

i accidentally showed some weakness earlier today it was disgusting i would not recommend it 

cryier:

healingx:

an-act-of-espionage:

gerardgayofficial:

move-on-go-beyond:

a-sad-guy:

greeneggsangraham:

saltunderthesea:

This broke my fucking heart

This is why you don’t lie about having mental disorders. It is not a joke.

I’m crying

This broke my heart

this is real ocd, not the people in school getting annoyed when their desk is messy.

Sigh. I feel for her. She was a string girlfriend

I’m sobbing.

this broke my heart